Friday, November 30, 2007
``_____.*screwed up`!!!.#
damn it`!!! cannot believe i faild the god damn test again`!!! how can`? especially when this time i got double check`!!! ARGHS`!!!12:29 AM Z
Monday, November 26, 2007
``_____.*wake up her please`!!!.#
can somebody fcuking hell do me a favour by knocking some sense into that crazy girl in my house`? i am sick and tired of talking to her already la`!!!10:36 PM Z
``_____.*siao liao lo`!!!.#
hahas, well, have been real busy these few days...kakas...lets see...what are the updates ehh`?hmm...yst went to work still damn tired la...anyways, yaas, kakas, gonna move to new house in about 1-2 months time....gonna get real busy with painting and decorating the new house so don't disturb me unless you wanna help to paint or unpack my thngs, or accompany me go search for furniture okkaes`!!! but`!!! don't try to come and open garage sale for me hors`!!! i will sell you away instead`!!! blehXx =Pp`!!!241107went to work early in the morning, darn tired la...cos the night before slept at 4:30...yawns`!!! hmm...after work went to look for stella, then waited for dadii to fetch mii to shop...hmm...then after closing shop we went sign the doc le...yeahs`!!! new house`!!! kekes`!!! hapii`!!!231107i got the school nohs, wah lau, attended 3hrs of AOA, pengz mans...then after that went home tio brought Ah Chow go TM to makan, after that took a bus to bring Ah Chow home and then to meet baObeiiXx at Hougang to sing K, WTF nohs, can u imagine`? KBox`!!! EMPTY on a fri night`!!! OMG`!!! hahas, we never sing enough sia...nb dee, then after singing both of us walk home...kekes...baObeiiXx ILU`!!!3:27 PM Z
Thursday, November 22, 2007
``_____.*miss those days.#
sigh...infact in miss those days whereby i have so much free time to do my own things...sigh...wah lau, these few days also don't know why i am so tired nohs...i slept quite early last night what, but then this morning cnt wake up sia...actualii woke up le...budden cause still feel tired, so i went back to sleep...then i told huini...yaas, then she reminded me that i cannot sleep too much dee, the more i sleep the more i cannot wake up cause i am so into dream-land liaos...hahas...i myself also forget about my this bad habit sia...sigh...budden again, sometimes i think i need sleeping pills, cause when i lie on the bed...i cannot seem to get to sleep...WTF`?give a helping hand to someone in need and you'll be blessed...reject someone in need and you'll get retribution`!!!get this`!so many things, yet so lil' time...we often neglect the feelings of other people as we only think of oursleves...we should learn to put ourselves into one another's shoe and spare a though for them...don't assume you know it when you know nuts`!10:18 PM Z
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
``_____.*doNUTS craze`! everyone's going NUTS`!.#
last night went to work, aiyo, that stella hors, not street smart enough la...tsk tsk tsk`!!! =Xxhahas, anyways, stella went to pf1 to look for me, bought Chippy for me to makan...kekes...9s`!!!thanks for xiaO miing. xiiaO miing now on IMPT mission`!!! =Xxpeople can be selfish, why do they only think for themself`? is it because they really think that they will never need the help of others`?Helping others is like a habit, realise that when you help someone that someone will appreciate what you have done and somehow will return a helping hand to you...but there are some who thinks that it's only right that people help them...why would there be such people`? but there are people who even though they know they'll need your help, but still when you need their help, they'll just keep quiet and stare/look at you till you ask...and sometimes even after you've asked...they think of themselves first...anyways, yaas, back to today, woke up late again, cause nobody wake me up la...=(( and then went to school, hmmm...did nothing during PR lesson except chit chatting...then me and huini went for our 2hours break and then back to school again, to listen to people chanting...sigh...tell me la, where got teacher like that one, tell us not to teach our friends, say we teach them the wrong thing, and then when our friends ask them, she'd even say "i teach this one before, i am not going to teach you again, if you never come, you'd have to stay back for extra lesson`!" omg nohs`!!! since she like that say, who would dare go and ask her`? sigh...dis teacher hors...more guai lan than me sia...9:39 PM Z
``_____.*mirror mirror on the wall.;.#
aiyo, now in school, si behs bored sia...huini tsk tsk tsk, just now say don't want to talk to me dee, den now want to lend my mirror don't want to say, anyhow search my bag, no good la she...tsk tsk tsk...then i give her liaos, still not happy, want to drop my mirror...aiya, don't know what she want sia...it's so difficult to satisfy her...ARGHS`!!!
NVM, later me and aries going to treat her makan liaos...=Xx
hahas, kkaes nahs, no more carpping le, just now reach school, nb, late again sia...wtf`! sigh..."time is passing so slowly, butthen i have 2hours break`!!! yeahs`!" : huini
muah chee is now right behind me, omg`! i must run liaos, if not later she come and touch me, i become as sticky as her liaos`!!! EeEeEeEkKkKk`~!!12:59 PM Z
Monday, November 19, 2007
``_____.*dear friend..#
this post is dedicated to Fel.maybe when you see this post you might think that i'm pretending to be nice or so...but still, i want you to know.fel ger, i know you are still angry with us, or say i think you are still angry with us, yaas, i cannot ask you to take it as though nothing had happened as we have different character and that also explains how we react to different things...but there's a thing that i want you to know is that you'll still be my friend...you can choose to ignore me, i also cannot do anything, the mouth is yours, whether you choose to speak to me or not is your choice.what's been done cannot be undone, just like even though tears dried, wound still takes time to heal, but then again the scar will always remind you about what had happened before...frOm the bottom of myy harrt .10:35 PM Z
``_____.*so sians dee nohs....#
sigh, today i got go school sia...but then...hehes...as usual la, i was late...but then who cares`! =Xx went to school liaos, then aries they all got talk, so left me and huini this 2 late dee. sigh, went to school never even go locker to take book sia, so end up sit in class, show face, chit chat and read my own book...ramu don't even want to come to our desk cause he know we don't have book and don't even want to bother liaos...yaas, actually wanted to attend AOA dee, budden aries herself also cannot wake me up so in the end both of us also never attend AOA la, infact all also never go nohs...hahas...anyways, this time don't know which teacher want to debar me liaos, tomorrow taking class picture, damn, can i not take`? i don't want to have to take with the other teacher la, they are so irritating cans`! they sure say my hair must tie, take out those studs and then still must this must that, wah lau, i also know how to recite liaos sia...i think my class must really start to hold the black ribbon campaign liaos`!!I wan go K`!!! hmmm, waiting for next month's schedule to be out, so i know when i can do my stuffs...so bz bz bz`!!!8:13 PM Z
``_____.*we're barbie`!.#
i am so guai lan la, bo bian, mother says buay guai lan buay tua han, so we must be more guai lan eh hiao buay`? tsk tsk tsk, tell you so much you also don't know dee la, anyways, these few days my blog visitor alot sia, less than 24hrs, my counter hit so many time, and then my meter shows that alot came from stella's blog dee sia...stella must have been stalking on me...omg`!!! i'm so touched, i didn't know you were so concern about me, because if you're not, then you won't even bother viewing my page...hahas...don't say i thick-skinned la, i'm just an attenttion seeker nohs...kakas...and hors, i never teach people about life...this is my blog...i am posting for my own, not for people to comment or what so ever, people who know me will know that i don't like people to comment on my post.like i told them before, if you don't like the way i blog or the way i put things, you can simply don't come and view, THIS IS MY BLOG alright`!ladies and gentleman,i am now plastic people...fake as plastic can be...one day the doll in your room might turn to flesh and blood,just like from flesh and blood i can turn into plastic.sama sama one okkaes`!!! so mai siao siao hors`!!4 letters*********L.O.V.E3 words*********ii lurvv euu2 harrts********* @lan`&`g3rl1 lurvv story*****10100612:11 AM Z
Sunday, November 18, 2007
``_____.*y cannot just admit`?.#
wasn't in good mood these few days la`!!! ARGHS`!!! life is so fcuking full of ups and downs.if i got the guts, i will fcuking hell commit suicide now`!!! blame myself for being so gutless`!!! cb`!!! yaas, blame me for all the things i shouldn't had said`! knn, my mother shouldnt even have brought me into this fcuking world of hell`!!!sigh, went to work today, then was like diaos nohs, cos i suddenly machiam don't know how to open shop liaos, has been closing shop like few how many weeks mahs...hahas...yupXx, then met BB just now, cause she don't want to stay at home, so after work help pf 2 and 3 buy things le tio meet her nohs, then we go makan tio came back to Seng Kang to chit chat till now then finish doing my things...so damn tired, tomorrow still need to open pf2 at 11, siao liaos lors, i never open pf2 before sia, some more tomorror pf3 got competition, sure no table for non-participants dee, so they all sure come down to pf2 dee...sianz...zZzz`!!!and yeahs`! BB gt Action City discount card, phew`!!! gonna save on that vending machine`!!! wakakas`!!!and, sigh, why can't people just mind their own business`? don't [retend to care when you don't`!!! i will never appreciate things you did alright`!!! i am col blooded...cold as ice...like what aries said, we push responsibility and blame others for our wrong most of the time to make our position more secure...which means only insecure people do so...sometime, even if people merely said a thing...another don't like or is unhappy about he/she will just think that you are bad-mouthing and simply won't get a life...we fight for our rights regardless whether we are right or wrong because of the thing called pride...i continue tomorrow la hors, i want to go orh orh liaos...late liaos nehs...2:36 liaos...tsk tsk tsk...niteXx`!!!1:59 AM Z
Saturday, November 17, 2007
``_____.*it's not as though i care yaas`?.#
well, if you think that we are back-stabbing you, please la, can you like go think about it, why not see thing from another angle`? i am not so free to spread about you la, and it's not as though other people wanna know about you cans`! like i always said, please go get a life`! and grow up`! and like we explained, we merely passed a remark...nothing more than that, believe it anots, up to you, i hate explaining myself, especially i am someone who kinda give up on life already...look, for now, i'm explainin to you, can't you tell how much it affects me now`?and pls la, don't ask me that question, even if i'm single, my answer will still be it...you missed your chance twice...shame on you if you fooled me once, shame on me if you fooled me twice...see...no more third time dee...i don't want you to destroy that image of yours anymore le...let this you remain in me okkaes...thanks, friends yaas`!!!1:48 AM Z
Friday, November 16, 2007
``_____.*well...friends or foe`? so... what now`?.#
sigh...since primary school, i have been the famous one, friends snatch and argue with each other just cause they want to sit next to me...i was like...aiyo, in school lehs, sit next to me, you also cannot talk, talk nia tio kena scolding...i have been minding my own business but people see me as though i got my own character and then look upon me...
okkaes, never mind with that...cause those were the last 2years of primary school life...and so, i went on to secondary school...wishing to keep my profile as low as possible...but, i will never succeed`!!! gosh`!!! instead, things got kinda worst...it seems like the whole school know me, especially after i became a prefect...4 long years in secondary school...so many conflicts because they wanna impress you, make themself your so called "bestfriend", "good friend" or "close friend"...but please la, after all they are just hypocrite`!!!acting as though you cared`!!! for fcuk`? when they start back stabbing you`? for what`? i don't know`? is it really like what the others said`? JEALOUS`? i don't know, and after all, i don't wish to know la`!and then came to ITE, i went to class, keeping quiet...*so girls, so now you know why i like so dao when i go in to class during the first day of school* it's not that i don't want to make friends...but, i am afraid of making friends...cause of those happenings...i am so afraid of handling conflicts already cans`! don't think that just because people talk about you means speaking ill of you, can't people even pass a remark`? it's my mouth`! what can you do`? even if you don't like it, you cannot do anything`!!! angry la`!!! never been called a hypocrite before`!! will remember you for life`!!! happy`?!9:36 PM Z
Thursday, November 15, 2007
``_____.*please repent, thank you`!.#
When you reject someone in need, please think through la...What if one day you are the one who needed help and that fellow simply reject you like you did`? how would you feel`? i think by that time your face will be darker than Justice Bao la`!Please learn to put yourself into other people's shoe before doing anything, it might be fun to you but not the one you are teasing, i'm sure she feels hurt. so, please feel guilty about it...if you treat her as your friend, then teach her, not tease her...bt if you do not treat her as a friend...then don't even bother, go get a life and mind your own business`Don't think that you are SO PERFECT because no one is, think about it la, what if now, you are the one being made fun of, how would you feel`? everyone makes mistakes, so did/will you`!
Friends don't usually agree with one another, but, they do not physcho one another too...they respect one another by accepting their decision...This heart and mind thing is very individual one okkaes`! get it`?It doesn't pay to be kind...instead...people will take advantage of you thinkin you can "eat" one...So i am still learning how to reject people...and become a selfish person, just like so many else...I will only treat people nice, when they learn to SPARE A THOUGHT for others too.12:53 AM Z
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
``_____.*i'm hungry, are you`?.#
it's now 4:11 am in the morning and i'm feeling hungry...cause i ate quite early today...my stomach's growling already...yaas, anyways...who's gonna be next`?4:10 AM Z
Monday, November 12, 2007
``_____.*instead of being reborned, why not just grow up`?.#
sigh, it's in d middle of the night and i have got nothing to do...nobody's free to entertain me at all...so here i am again, blogging to myself...hmmm, oh yaas, that day met Stella, she help me read my palm, haven't blog about this yet bahs...she says, i am abit da nu ren dee and that i can endure quite well...but then if people really go across me, i won't give face one, and i won't give myself fan nao, if have i will want to quickly solve it, will not avoid it. *ehh, see, so actually i also quite brave dee kaes, i got the courage to face things dee hors* and then she still say i will take things as it comes won't go and bother so much *bo bian, i am miss bo chap la...hahas...* and then somemore i will be abit like indecisive la, but then once i've decided, i will not change it *so don't try to change me, you're only asking for trouble`!!! hahas`!!!* hehes...but then at least what she said to me is quite true nohs...so...this is me...1:08 AM Z
Sunday, November 11, 2007
``_____.*i never change...you did....#
in life there are many things that just wouldn't go our way...things just never seems to happen the way we want it to be...we put hopes and then lil' did we found out that things just won't turn out right; from time to time, we blame others for mistakes we made so that we don't have to take responsibility for it...what we become now are due to what we've been through when we were young, those ups and down are the one who accompany us through growing up...some people might have gone through alot, but whether they learn from it is also another thing. if you went through alot but never learn from it, then you are just wasting your time, you will be living in your own world all the time because you'll never grow up...anyways, yaas, these few days have been working la...hahas...last night me, Lynn and Stella close on time sia...hahas, so shiok, then after that we went to Mustafa to do some shopping then i tio went to MM's shop to help her open, wahs, darn tired sia...then went home and slept about 10:30, woke up at 3:30, siansation sia...these few days all not enough sleep dee...then the day before, went to school after that rush home and went to work at 6, omg nohs, then got one customer went to pf3 and then don't know for what ask Jud to name all the staffs, then when say tio my name, don't know why nod his head and say yaas yaas, then after that he came down and saw my at pf2 then knock on the glass doorand wave at me sia, wah lau, cannot recgonize him dee, then he machiam so excited de come in nohs, so kan chiong till he knock on the glass door, omg nohs, knock liaos, nvm nohs, still bleed sia...i was like, so scare nohs, cos it's machiam i hai him kena knocked dee sia...feel so guilty nohs, luckily got a pack of tissue on the table, so i quickly give him...phew...yaas, then i worked all the way to 6:15 in the morning slept at about 8:30, then Stella disturb sia, aiyo 1+ tio call and disturb me liaos...hahas, then after that DD came to fetch me at 3:45 tio all the way till yesterday morning liaos...hahas...8:45 PM Z
Thursday, November 01, 2007
``_____.*fcuktard.#
wahs, i guess, i've got lots to update on actually la, cause all my precvious post are like sssooo short ehh...kekes...yaas, today was like darn tired la... cause last night went out in d middle of the night, seems like no one realise that g3rl was out in d middle of the night =Xx hahas, Aaron came then we go Punggol whacky abit, darn, i don't even know there is a "huanted house" there la...looks so OMG`!! don't knoe how to discribe the feelings la, nb`!!! then Aaron keep scaring to put me there nohs`!!! gggrrr`!!!and of cause, i was late for school today again la`!!! hmpf`!!! so i only went fo AOA, so wei da rights, turn up in school for AOA only...tsk tsk tsk..3:21 PM Z
